What is real?

was it the arguement we had?
was it something i said?
it happened so fast
one minute we were laughing
and then there was screaming
was it real?
did i imagine it?
is blood real?
its all over my hands
and the floor
i look into your eyes
they're wide-open
and glassy
are you still there?
answer me...
DAMMIT!!! ANSWER ME!!!
do you still love me?
was our love real?
i don't remember

all i remember is...i didn't mean it
i don't know what happened
i just snapped
and you were within reach




so was the knife